but honestly, it's realistic enough for someone with anxious and avoidant attachment. this is how people who are anxious about the relationships they make and how avoidant people behave in relationships. yes, it's annoying or repetitive, but it's more suffocating for the person having those thoughts because they can never see themselves in a stable relationship and once they do, they get scared that things will go wrong.

Sigh at this point I don't want to see his inner thoughts because they just stress me out and it's getting repetitive