Heejae is still deeply in denial or unaware of his own actions gang he is worse than Compton he beats people he causes them lasting metal health issues but he's in denial about that and that's why he still needs to grow he gets he's a knife and that he treats people badly but somehow his actions towards his students don't register for him as part of that "treating people badly" realization
He thinks he’s above that because he’s doing all of it for the sake of their music and their sound. Like it justifies it somehow but Compton is just abusive because cuz hes not advanced enough to abuse his musicians lmao
Heejae is still deeply in denial or unaware of his own actions gang he is worse than Compton he beats people he causes them lasting metal health issues but he's in denial about that and that's why he still needs to grow he gets he's a knife and that he treats people badly but somehow his actions towards his students don't register for him as part of that "treating people badly" realization