Tampon is reaching the epitome of being childish and petty (in the worst way possible) at the same time. In this whole situation I feel bad for garam, and if you really think about it, in the last ch, tampon is really really scared and I think his defense mechanism is being passive-aggressive (heavy on the aggressive part). I may assume that tampon is in his 30s (maybe), and I find really hilarious the way he acts, I think garam has done enough, like, what does tampon exactly wants from garam? Apart from a comrade ofc, he is so insecure that he is trying to control the relationship of people around. He is so mentally unstable, maybe this is the way people who r obsessed with being recognized grow up. Even though prof has done a lot of damage to his students, I think if you r traumatized you gotta try to understand how to deal with your own problems, bcs as I can see he drags anyone he can down when is about heejae, I don't wanna sound insensitive, but like, dude, get a freaking gripe, you r falling really slow, you have no one by your side (at least someone who is really worried about you) bcs you wanna control everything so bad, but you just can't, you just can't say perchance. He is also in a really bad mental state, his emotions are getting "out", in the sense of, breaking that "good guy" image piece by piece and turning his shepherd "nature" while conducting into an "enslaver" mentally, like thinking the music is at your mercy, he thinks he gotta have the upper hand always, I don't think he has thoughts about looking in a different direction that is not making the orchestra a fking cult, at least, in my opinion the point of an orchestra is to harmonize a lot of instruments and making something actually beautifully. He wants rachmaninoff to be full of hatred not only as something that heejae taught him but also like he thinks that's the only correct way, he is really unstable. Sorry for the rant ╥﹏╥
Tampon is reaching the epitome of being childish and petty (in the worst way possible) at the same time. In this whole situation I feel bad for garam, and if you really think about it, in the last ch, tampon is really really scared and I think his defense mechanism is being passive-aggressive (heavy on the aggressive part). I may assume that tampon is in his 30s (maybe), and I find really hilarious the way he acts, I think garam has done enough, like, what does tampon exactly wants from garam? Apart from a comrade ofc, he is so insecure that he is trying to control the relationship of people around. He is so mentally unstable, maybe this is the way people who r obsessed with being recognized grow up. Even though prof has done a lot of damage to his students, I think if you r traumatized you gotta try to understand how to deal with your own problems, bcs as I can see he drags anyone he can down when is about heejae, I don't wanna sound insensitive, but like, dude, get a freaking gripe, you r falling really slow, you have no one by your side (at least someone who is really worried about you) bcs you wanna control everything so bad, but you just can't, you just can't say perchance. He is also in a really bad mental state, his emotions are getting "out", in the sense of, breaking that "good guy" image piece by piece and turning his shepherd "nature" while conducting into an "enslaver" mentally, like thinking the music is at your mercy, he thinks he gotta have the upper hand always, I don't think he has thoughts about looking in a different direction that is not making the orchestra a fking cult, at least, in my opinion the point of an orchestra is to harmonize a lot of instruments and making something actually beautifully. He wants rachmaninoff to be full of hatred not only as something that heejae taught him but also like he thinks that's the only correct way, he is really unstable. Sorry for the rant ╥﹏╥