having being actively suicidal in the recent past i understand more than ever jiho and the things he feels and says to young, im reading this at 3am and im thinking if i had made the desicion to end my life i would have never found this story and the reflection of my pain that is so beautifully expressed here. the author saying this is a story about jiho "i want to die" and young "life has no meaning" makes it even more profound to me, it would seem they're opposites but their lives have the same scars that made them fit together. many of jiho's behaviours remind me of bpd symptoms (some i also have, since i have bpd), so maybe its not the best idea to read sometjing that makes me feel so painfully aware of the loneliness that doesnt ever seem likely to go away, but reading the comments kinda makes it all better, even if sometimes its just people fighting over stupid shit..
having being actively suicidal in the recent past i understand more than ever jiho and the things he feels and says to young, im reading this at 3am and im thinking if i had made the desicion to end my life i would have never found this story and the reflection of my pain that is so beautifully expressed here. the author saying this is a story about jiho "i want to die" and young "life has no meaning" makes it even more profound to me, it would seem they're opposites but their lives have the same scars that made them fit together. many of jiho's behaviours remind me of bpd symptoms (some i also have, since i have bpd), so maybe its not the best idea to read sometjing that makes me feel so painfully aware of the loneliness that doesnt ever seem likely to go away, but reading the comments kinda makes it all better, even if sometimes its just people fighting over stupid shit..