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You should live ur life as u want, and you are definitely not alone with that. There are many who prefer being single. And yeah you are young and people do change but its also fine if you dont. You deserve to put ur feelings first since its ur future, being single isnt a tragedy they make it to be, so don't worry about others.
Ok so I'm now 16 years old I did dated once when I was 12 it didn't end well we barely dated for like 2 weeks or so after that I stopped talking to boys altogether at first it was because I didn't want to get involve in another mess but eventually I really started like being single and this year I've making a lot of friends and being a bit extroverted and it changed me drastically like I love being like this i love being friends w everyone but also love my privacy and alone time I've always thought abt how I don't want to get married or have kids and now I feel it even more I don't know why but I feel like I'm a temporary love in everyone's life I don't mean to sound egoistic but I'm a bit pretty and for some reason people quickly get too attached to me they all have this lovestruck look in their face for a moment and quickly get jealous I've noticed this in friendship and I don't honestly mind it doesn't bother me very much and because we're just friends they can't completely act like they own me that's why I like friendship I love helping people making them feel comfortable around me but hate it when they get too close to be called my "bsf" other than that w boys I don't really talk to boys but some of them would have obsessive crushes on me they would act like I'm the one when we haven't even talked and that disgusts me the thing is I want to be a mother maybe far in the future but i would only ever adopt I have a lot of love to give to a child and I really think I would make a good mother but i don't want a partner I just want to single parent and that too far in the future motherhood is not my goal at all it's completely a choice that I leave to my future self but I don't feel that way w a partner I feel trapped and soffocated whenever I give myself to one person and ik many people will be like "you'll find the one who doesn't make you feel soffocated" but I don't want to find one. I just don't i really just want to live life and be free and I'm so scared of giving everything up for someone and be forced to have my biological children and then I can't turn back time and I'll just resent everything and everyone