this: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/koi_kogare_utae/
never dared to read it again, shit just makes mad
lol i have read this and watched the movie. GOD IT MADE ME CRY SO MUCH OVER EACH DEATH AND EVERY SCENE especially bunta's death. it is a masterpiece and i love it. knowing that Kai was never the same as teach also broke me. teach being able to somewhat heal from his trauma because of kai and kai left stuck because of the different circumstances FUCK I LOVE THIS STORY
At the Lake Where Waves Crash is my favee
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/on_the_lake_where_the_waves_reach/

plese give me the saddest bl you've read with the most jaw dropping art and BEAUTIFUL STORY (long stories please though i dont mind short ones :) )