Same! everything surrounding it is so, so good but the chemistry like fully dies during the sex scene. I’m hoping the author is doing it on purpose and their sexual connection grows. But right now their emotional connection is severely outpacing their physical one.
Yes! I think you're right, there was no sexual chemistry vs how much chemistry they normally have outside of it, which I feel in BLs is usually reversed. But even their foreplay and getting off together in earlier chapters was so good. I think that made it even more disappointing.
theyre not yaoi autbors are all virgins that cant write sex cus theyve never had it. communication is real and sexy. but they dont think thats how it works
I feel so unsatisfied with their first time sleeping together, ugh. Just felt like it was missing so much.