chap 141. I’m fascinated by the way they’ve both transformed each other. Garam has managed to bring out some virtues in Heejae that everyone believed he didn’t possess (and that Heejae himself thought he was incapable of), while Heejae has managed to bring out everything ugly and turbulent in Garam. He has twisted Garam’s purity and innocence into something completely different, to the point where even Heejae himself is amazed, and I’d even say frightened, by what he has done. He went from being so terrified of sex to being unable to experience sexual pleasure unless he suffers pain or is abused in some way. I find it extremely erotic, but also tragic for Garam. In some ways, they remind me of Hannigram.
chap 141. I’m fascinated by the way they’ve both transformed each other. Garam has managed to bring out some virtues in Heejae that everyone believed he didn’t possess (and that Heejae himself thought he was incapable of), while Heejae has managed to bring out everything ugly and turbulent in Garam. He has twisted Garam’s purity and innocence into something completely different, to the point where even Heejae himself is amazed, and I’d even say frightened, by what he has done. He went from being so terrified of sex to being unable to experience sexual pleasure unless he suffers pain or is abused in some way. I find it extremely erotic, but also tragic for Garam. In some ways, they remind me of Hannigram.