and i get that geonpil was in denial about Yeonseung being dead, but like, so what? you're in denial that your good friend of ten years is dead, so you go fuck his look-alike multiple times instead of grieving like a normal person? again, it's just SO disrespectful and revolting. 18 chapters in, and every time geonpil starts to feel any remorse or grief at all, he just goes and fucks Beom again. again, FUCK you bro

i can't remember the last time a character disgusted me as much as this mf... this is such a well-written story though, so it's a shame i can't root for the MC (though im pretty sure that's the author's intention)
anyway, im with shaman guy here; i just hope geonpil suffers. i genuinely don't care if he feels bad for what he did in the past, he's still acting the same and making the same mistakes over and over, and that's what's so repulsive... and don't get me started on the smut scenes with Beom... not only is the consent extremely dubious, it just feels so disrespectful to Yeonseung who geonpil supposingly "cares" about and believes has recently died... like fuck you bro