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angst is where i THRIVE

guava August 20, 2026 11:05 pm

the concept of jaeyi having taken all of ideum’s firsts, but he’ll never be ideum’s first crush/love because that belongs to his older brother asdfkgjsjakdj

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    EMang3 August 20, 2026 11:17 pm

    Wait! That was his brother?! How did I not catch that…

    Bladerunner August 20, 2026 11:23 pm

    I don't think that guy was jaeyi's brother ..he looks like Jaeyi himself ..he's only two years older than jaeyi ..so maybe because of him being sick and having surgeries he started school late

    guava August 20, 2026 11:54 pm
    Wait! That was his brother?! How did I not catch that… EMang3

    tbh it’s just a theory right now, no one really knows loll but it’d be such a juicyy angsty theory if it was his brother.
    it could be him or not, in ch15 when they showed his backside his hair color was on the lighter side. and when they showed the crush in chapter 10, he had dark hair. so maybe he dyed it or it’s just a completely different dude lol.
    either way, jaeyi mentions his brother always takes what doesn’t belong to him, so i’m sensing some jealousy in future chapters