Sh?
self h@rm
sorry ive been going through some shit and like just wanted to read something similar i guess?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_third_decade_dindin/
go read it now (●'◡'●)
i'm not sure if its the bottom or top thats depressed (i dont remember i read it at like 3 am) but its still very good
They're both struggling but it's mostly jiho (the top) who's veryyy depressed/suicidal and used to self harm. And yes it's a very good story!
i want a bl manhwa that is full-colored, good artstyle thats about a depressed bottom that sh and a top that comforts him something like that