https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/into_the_blue_water/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_boundary_of_delusion/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nerd_project/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tonari_no_metaller_san/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/osananajimi_ja_gaman_dekinai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/perfect_propose/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/neon_sign_amber/
Kinda starts off like woah, okay seme is into uke even though he's only ever been with women.. interesting i guess? Natural chemistry? But then it shows a realistic backslide, seme really didn't grasp the full idea being with someone who has a dick.

Does anyone have good bl where its more realistic in the sense that not every single man in the comic is for some reason automatically gay? Like I wanna see a straight dude , he questions himself, fights it maybe, then agrees hes gay??
Like "fucked by my best friend" or "lost in the cloud"
Like yes I want smut and lore but I also want to see the character question himself and not just be part of an au where everyone is gay