Guys I’m about to read chapter 20 and I’m scared…should i continue…someone tell me...

It's really horrible at first but bro believe me mc's revenge and ml redemption is too good to miss it, till date I never saw such redemption as i seen it in this ml's character also very one deserves 2nd chance as long as they know what they did wrong and have death wish kind of sorry which this ml have, in short he is batter than those ml's who don't have any redemption. Also there very good progress after that family harmony and cute sense with kids so all the suffering at first worth it by now i finishing reading it's last side story chapter(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶