Honestly I've lived a straight life for many years until maybe 3 years ago when I decided to just be alone I dont want to lie to myself living like a straight person but I'm to much of a coward to be with a woman I'm afraid I won't be good at it lol so I just decided to stay alone I'm almost 30 and I've been alone since I do sometimes imagine how nice it would be to hold a girls hand or hug them while sleeping but Im still not ready to jump out like that so I'll stay in my little closet for a little longer so I really felt it when kirino made that decision ╥﹏╥
Honestly I've lived a straight life for many years until maybe 3 years ago when I decided to just be alone I dont want to lie to myself living like a straight person but I'm to much of a coward to be with a woman I'm afraid I won't be good at it lol so I just decided to stay alone I'm almost 30 and I've been alone since I do sometimes imagine how nice it would be to hold a girls hand or hug them while sleeping but Im still not ready to jump out like that so I'll stay in my little closet for a little longer so I really felt it when kirino made that decision ╥﹏╥