"I didn't want to hurt him like this" You don't have to!!! You never had to!!! If you don't want to hurt him then just stop?! "I don't want him to hate me but there's nothing I can do :(" NOTHING YOU CAN DO? MAYBE STOP ACTIVELY RAPING HIM???? Then MC says "stop being so nice to me" Nice????? NICE??????
"I didn't want to hurt him like this"
You don't have to!!! You never had to!!! If you don't want to hurt him then just stop?!
"I don't want him to hate me but there's nothing I can do :("
NOTHING YOU CAN DO? MAYBE STOP ACTIVELY RAPING HIM????
Then MC says "stop being so nice to me"
Nice????? NICE??????