Its probably entirely not on purpose but she is so autistic and asexual coded to me I love her lots. Like unless you have experienced it, it feels so hard to explain feeling like a different creature from everybody else and having different wants and needs but still being expected to act like you're like them
The way she fumbles through trying to make other people happy and fumbles through trying to be friends with people is just so relatable
Then you occasionally have those small moments of heart flutters where they come so quick that its hard to notice
bruh I need to do some journalling I wonder what it says about me that I always seem to relate to the coldly sadistic characters that uses a social mask to convey their thoughts
Its probably entirely not on purpose but she is so autistic and asexual coded to me I love her lots.
Like unless you have experienced it, it feels so hard to explain feeling like a different creature from everybody else and having different wants and needs but still being expected to act like you're like them
The way she fumbles through trying to make other people happy and fumbles through trying to be friends with people is just so relatable
Then you occasionally have those small moments of heart flutters where they come so quick that its hard to notice