I'm kinda like this cuz i worry too much about grades and have developed a competitive nature. I'm also burnt out so it's js constant self hatred. My friend said it's not good for me it eats away at u. But it's more complex than simply thinking like that. Occassionally my friends do things that make it obvious they're aren't typical smart kids and ik that's not how i should think but how do I even stop. I feel this shame when I look at my grades. I too was told to make friends of my. "Calibre" . I find it hard to understand how some kids just look at their poor grades and don't care. They're mentally stronger than me.
I'm kinda like this cuz i worry too much about grades and have developed a competitive nature. I'm also burnt out so it's js constant self hatred. My friend said it's not good for me it eats away at u. But it's more complex than simply thinking like that. Occassionally my friends do things that make it obvious they're aren't typical smart kids and ik that's not how i should think but how do I even stop. I feel this shame when I look at my grades. I too was told to make friends of my. "Calibre" . I find it hard to understand how some kids just look at their poor grades and don't care. They're mentally stronger than me.