I have fights with my mom all the time too. I feel like sometimes she just wants me to be who I was when I was younger like in the past, but so much has happened to me and I’m just not the same person anymore and I feel like she doesn’t love me as much.
Don’t kill yourself it’s never worth it. there will always be someone out there who appreciates you, and loves you even if it doesn’t feel like it reach out .

Just wanna vent smth, had a fight with both of my parents, everytime we fight they will take my phone and force me to delete some apps like games, well I understand them why they had to do that. There is one thing I don't like, every fight they will always tell everyone that we did something horrible, especially my mom. She will always tell everyone, sometimes I honestly don't know.. I hated her for that, maybe I'm just overwhelmed or over reacting, sorry if I made some grammar mistakes..
I don't know but I'm so close to commiting suicide loll