This make zero sense!!! whey he didn't remember ml then???

Probably would make more sense on the ml part since life happens and whatever you’re doing now is your sole focus, to be honest, I’d probably forget someone too if I’m always surrounded by violence. But I guess yaoi-logic

In the author's note post season 1, she said the reason will soon come to lift so we'll just have to wait, I guess...

Not lift, I meant *light

I agree.