I was enjoying it until chapter 20+. MC repeatedly tells ML he WILL NOT bottom, and then he's forced to? He tells him to stop, kicks him, punches him, to stop his advancements in other chapters but the ML still gets what HE wants. It doesn't seem very believable to me, that a guy who is strictly a top decides to give in and doesn't even prep himself or tell the ML what to do or how to make it pleasurable for a man. He acts like a complete virgin despite having a sexual past, and it's lame. Also the fact that the ML then continues to have sex with him after their first time being very dub-con is also very...unsavory. and of course under the guise of "it feels so good, let's go again" gross.
Maybe it gets better but I'm dropping it after chap 30
I was enjoying it until chapter 20+. MC repeatedly tells ML he WILL NOT bottom, and then he's forced to? He tells him to stop, kicks him, punches him, to stop his advancements in other chapters but the ML still gets what HE wants. It doesn't seem very believable to me, that a guy who is strictly a top decides to give in and doesn't even prep himself or tell the ML what to do or how to make it pleasurable for a man. He acts like a complete virgin despite having a sexual past, and it's lame. Also the fact that the ML then continues to have sex with him after their first time being very dub-con is also very...unsavory. and of course under the guise of "it feels so good, let's go again" gross.
Maybe it gets better but I'm dropping it after chap 30