Started very dubcon and found ml and that damn dog annoying but wow now that ive finished reading I can say it was truly worth it. First of all kudos to the author bc it was such a great representation of trauma, mc himself says the past isn't something that can be put away in a box and forgotten but it's something that shapes the us of the present and that's why I found mc even more admirable for keeping going even when it seemed too hard.
Ml also went through trauma but when I say i CRIED (i seriously bawled) when mc told ml he felt too dirty to be with him, that broke my heart but at the same time I understood why he struggled so much to accept ml Talking about ml, isn't he a whole green forest? He was exactly what mc needed : someone that could love him genuinely and be there for him. The amount of times mc went avoidant bc he was afraid of being abandoned were all covered by an equal amount of times ml waited patiently and took care of mc.... he seriously took the word 'devotion' to a whole new level
And lastly, i loved how mc was portrayed as the strongest esper but he still had it hardest when confronted with psychological issues bc that's what it happens irl too : no matter how much someone looks strong, we all have our problems we gotta face everyday. I think this story is less a guideverse and more of a healing journey for both leads, especially mc. It was executed so beautifully, I could feel mc's emotions and his personal development through the whole story and that's why now that it ended I feel kind of empty lol Hoping for side stories bc im seriously not ready to say goodbye to this masterpiece
Started very dubcon and found ml and that damn dog annoying but wow now that ive finished reading I can say it was truly worth it.
First of all kudos to the author bc it was such a great representation of trauma, mc himself says the past isn't something that can be put away in a box and forgotten but it's something that shapes the us of the present and that's why I found mc even more admirable for keeping going even when it seemed too hard.
Ml also went through trauma but when I say i CRIED (i seriously bawled) when mc told ml he felt too dirty to be with him, that broke my heart but at the same time I understood why he struggled so much to accept ml
Talking about ml, isn't he a whole green forest? He was exactly what mc needed : someone that could love him genuinely and be there for him. The amount of times mc went avoidant bc he was afraid of being abandoned were all covered by an equal amount of times ml waited patiently and took care of mc.... he seriously took the word 'devotion' to a whole new level
And lastly, i loved how mc was portrayed as the strongest esper but he still had it hardest when confronted with psychological issues bc that's what it happens irl too : no matter how much someone looks strong, we all have our problems we gotta face everyday.
I think this story is less a guideverse and more of a healing journey for both leads, especially mc. It was executed so beautifully, I could feel mc's emotions and his personal development through the whole story and that's why now that it ended I feel kind of empty lol
Hoping for side stories bc im seriously not ready to say goodbye to this masterpiece