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Your comment? Based. Jaewon's flavor of sadism is so underrepresented in BL but it's what keeps me coming back to reread this story over and over again. I want to see more sadists who's methods are embarrassment/humiliation. And I NEED more BL BDSM with dacryphilia. I feel like Jaewon is the only BL character I've ever seen with such an emphasis on dacryphilia. I'm not asking for much, I just need some more Jaewon's in this world plz and thanks.
Usually in BL BDSM we either get light play like cuffs or maybe some toys, or we get hardcore stuff like ropes or clamps or puppy play. What we usually don’t see are the sadists that are more concerned with teasing their partners into oblivion. Embarrassment/humiliation is usually treated as an afterthought or a given in BL BDSM scenes but it’s a really powerful method of sadism all on its own imo. Nothing Jaewon did was painful or designed to hurt Eunho (except the spanking, but only barely). All of it was meant to embarrass Eunho and expose him to new sensations and overwhelm him that way. I loveddddd it. The ice cubes? Based. The shirt-only rule in the studio? Based (and some of Jaewon’s dom tendencies coming out too, but I digress). And then to carry Eunho around everywhere? Based x1000. I need to see more Jaewons out there tbh.