Sure man i see where you're coming from but most people hated on Mok-yeon because he's a rapist, not because he's going through shit. It's pretty hard to come back and be forgiven after you've raped someone
I'm sure you can relate to what Mok-yeon is going through like you said you are but the difference between you and him is you're not a rapist
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I get hating him for that, but I mean the comments that are saying that this feels out of character, he's pathetic for feeling this, trying to die is bs and so on.
But tbh, why people read this if they hate main character so much? The rape was like in the beginning, so why people are still here? And I'm kinda positive that Nanjo and Mokyeon are going to end up having some kind of relationship at the end, because Nanjo is still helping him.

It's funny to read comments on people hating this and Mokyeon. One of the realest shit I've read how trauma and depression can make a person become like this. Trauma made him hurt Nanjo in the past (no I'm not saying he needs to be forgiven). Depression isn't just being sad, it's about rage, feeling nothing and crying out for help in a very unhealthy ways. I haven't being toxic toward people like Mokyeon is since I always shut down, but damn I feel everything he says and thinks..
Like if my close people would see me in a body bag, would they finally see how much I'm hurting and feel bad for not listening to me? My parents would they finally swallow their pride and admit how much they ruined me? My exes would they see how much I suffered with them? When I cut myself should I show them that they feel bad or are they just going to hate me? This is what goes on in many peoples heads even tho they don't act out like Mokyeon. This is why I love seeing inside his head and show people what mental illnesses are really about. They are not just like being sad and slowly fading away in their own home.