That ending is so fucking sad. While Sahan has someone by his side to embrace that he's still 25, Philip doesn't exactly have anyone he can do that with. That's probably where his profound loneliness comes from. For him, he probably needed companionship from Sahan who is from the same era as him. Sahan probably thought that Philip thought he had all the answers, but I don't think that was it at all. He just needed someone who understood their shared strife. I feel angry on behalf of Philip, but I feel like even if Sahan had gone he would have killed himself at a later date anyway. It seemed like he was possibly going to just have one last big thing and then let it go.
That ending is so fucking sad. While Sahan has someone by his side to embrace that he's still 25, Philip doesn't exactly have anyone he can do that with. That's probably where his profound loneliness comes from.
For him, he probably needed companionship from Sahan who is from the same era as him. Sahan probably thought that Philip thought he had all the answers, but I don't think that was it at all. He just needed someone who understood their shared strife.
I feel angry on behalf of Philip, but I feel like even if Sahan had gone he would have killed himself at a later date anyway. It seemed like he was possibly going to just have one last big thing and then let it go.