I feel broken after reading this but at the same time it feels as though i have gained som...

I feel broken after reading this but at the same time it feels as though i have gained something that i lost for many years to the point i couldn't be happier if i died now literally because this story did something to me and that something will never disappear from deep inside....i love this manhwa...ha-kyung,yoonsung ....i love them so much it hurts ....i pray that i get to love and be loved like them someday...thank you