Story time
My friend got married today. I feel so happy for her after everything she went through in her life since young. I hope this decision would make her the happiest. IM SO FREAKING HAPPY LIKE OMGGGG IM CRYING. it was a private ceremony and we aren't close BUT IM JUST HAPPY TO SEE HER HAPPY. i feel like a proud mother her family disowned her for bs reasons and now she has a new family that she can properly called hers fuck parents that are irresponsible, ignorant, selfish bitches, neglectful, incompetent, deadbeat parents, abusive and so on. Pls don't have children if you're unfit for the role. My friend means a lot to me. I saw her life journey which fill with thorns and pain. She doesn't know this lol but i always wishing her the best.
I was also buried in guilty. Can i just vent here idk. I fear i was the reason she got into accident and thus the reason, she has to transfer school and which her mother disown her for thinking my friend is a burden bcs she can't afford her own hospital bills... My friend told me, it can't be help...
During highschool, my friend asked me if i can company her buying food. I said no bcs i actually wanted to hangout with someone else. The same day she got into accident, the person that found her called me saying I'm in her emergency contact and she was dizzy starving the whole day. I FEEL SO GUILTY. IT'S LIKE A CHAIN EVENT. IF ONLY I ACCOMPANIED HER THEN SHE WOULDN'T GET INTO ACCIDENT AND SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO TRANSFER SCHOOL AND LIVE WITH HER TERRIBLE MOTHER AGAIN. her father is non-existent. We don't talk about about him. AND HER MOTHER WOULDN'T DISOWN HER IF THEY LIVE APART. AND SHE HAVE TO HOP TO ONE HOUSE TO ANOTHER UNTIL SHE FIND A JOB. SHE WAS STILL A FUCKING MINOR AT THAT TIME. years has passed since then. She's happy now. ┗( T﹏T )┛ love you queen even tho we're not close anymore.
CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR MARRIAGE AAAAAAAAAAA ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ