I don’t know how much more of this I can take omg. I love heejae and garam so much, they’re so complex and this story is just so freaking raw. But I can’t get over how self centered heejae is, even after everything that’s happened. He’s been selfish from the very beginning, but his almost victim mentality is starting to catch up to me. It’s never you felt “our” loneliness, it’s only ever “mine”. When he played Chopin he infused it with his own loneliness and fears, a perfect example of how their relationship dynamic has been for the course of this story. Heejae has no empathy. He can’t realize that his own emotions are only a fraction of how a relationship should function. His refusal to acknowledge and try to understand garam PHYSICALLY repulsed me. When can my poor boy garam be understood himself after being the one to give grace the hundreds of arguments before? Omg I literally never post on ts but this really brought out my primal geeky side. Buy the Korean raws everybody it’s so worth it TwT
I don’t know how much more of this I can take omg. I love heejae and garam so much, they’re so complex and this story is just so freaking raw. But I can’t get over how self centered heejae is, even after everything that’s happened. He’s been selfish from the very beginning, but his almost victim mentality is starting to catch up to me. It’s never you felt “our” loneliness, it’s only ever “mine”. When he played Chopin he infused it with his own loneliness and fears, a perfect example of how their relationship dynamic has been for the course of this story. Heejae has no empathy. He can’t realize that his own emotions are only a fraction of how a relationship should function. His refusal to acknowledge and try to understand garam PHYSICALLY repulsed me. When can my poor boy garam be understood himself after being the one to give grace the hundreds of arguments before? Omg I literally never post on ts but this really brought out my primal geeky side. Buy the Korean raws everybody it’s so worth it TwT