I feel like since SJ wants to keep up his reliable image he took the blame for the accident harder? Yk since CYs parents said it’s his fault he might not be able to fly anymore
The story also did say it was SJs “selfish wish” to cross frequencies with CY and send him off (it said it’s rare for pilots and controllers to meet specifically since they’re so many flights and limited operators but SJ still worked on the days CY was taking flight)
BUT it also said that frequency was the last time they spoke before the accident! So they couldn’t have been in the same car and if SJ messed up on the job he would have been fired right!?
BUTT there was also that one panel where he said he can’t ride in a car driven by someone else anymore, and the panel under THAT shows him over CY with 3 cars and one of them is a TAXI! So maybe he feels it’s his fault and his own impatience to see CY that the accident happened
Like a “if I just waited at home” or “if I just told the driver to take a different street” type thing

Damn so much to say...
But I don't understand how SJ has car trauma.
Was he in the car with CY or did he witness the accident??
Also please the parents of CY!! Argh awful people, SY was already in a bad state of mind yet they pushed him even more....Korean people in webtoon sure love bringing one parents in their disputes hu...