This contains some spoilers of the book and also it is more of a semi-hardcore BDSM manga.
It’s a manga of a dom/sub universe where the dom thinks he's a sadist but in truth he isn’t, he is just a sadist because of trauma, and the sub is a soft sub, only enjoying soft play, but he tried to endure hardcore play because he likes the dom. The sub is quite subconscious and he realized that the dom wasnt being pleasured because his sadistic desires werent met although the dom tried to endure it because he does like the sub. However, the dom still wasn't satisfied so he went into a hotel where he previously went with the sub to do a play with someone else who was another sub and it was super hardcore, and then he got caught by the sub. the doms name might have been something with an r or that was the sub idrk. Also the sub tried to go to another person to help himself like learn how to endure and try enjoying hard play because he wanted to satisfy the dom but the person who was in charge of doing it was one of the dom's friends and figured the sub wouldnt enjoy hard play so he just talked to the sub the whole session and then the dom showed up. I remember the story being kinda sad and the sub at first i think went to the doctors and got told he has to have sex with a dom or something because suppressants were not working as well, so the sub tried to go on an app to find a good dom but he met a rlly bad one. Then the dom came in and saved the day. (Not rlly sure) PLEASE HELP ME FIND IT I RLLY WANNA REREAD IT
This contains some spoilers of the book and also it is more of a semi-hardcore BDSM manga.
It’s a manga of a dom/sub universe where the dom thinks he's a sadist but in truth he isn’t, he is just a sadist because of trauma, and the sub is a soft sub, only enjoying soft play, but he tried to endure hardcore play because he likes the dom. The sub is quite subconscious and he realized that the dom wasnt being pleasured because his sadistic desires werent met although the dom tried to endure it because he does like the sub. However, the dom still wasn't satisfied so he went into a hotel where he previously went with the sub to do a play with someone else who was another sub and it was super hardcore, and then he got caught by the sub. the doms name might have been something with an r or that was the sub idrk. Also the sub tried to go to another person to help himself like learn how to endure and try enjoying hard play because he wanted to satisfy the dom but the person who was in charge of doing it was one of the dom's friends and figured the sub wouldnt enjoy hard play so he just talked to the sub the whole session and then the dom showed up. I remember the story being kinda sad and the sub at first i think went to the doctors and got told he has to have sex with a dom or something because suppressants were not working as well, so the sub tried to go on an app to find a good dom but he met a rlly bad one. Then the dom came in and saved the day. (Not rlly sure) PLEASE HELP ME FIND IT I RLLY WANNA REREAD IT