Same, but I have to admit it was pretty realistic that way, especially since they didn't talk about it in advance. I'm sure they'll get better with practice. (And god knows just the fact that it was consensual is enough to be better than like 75% of BL.)
Wow I’ve never gotten so much agreement on a cmt before (≧∀≦) usually my cmts are hot takes or rants and that downvote button is in full use lmao. I’m still disappointed their first time sucked, bc the overall vibe of the story is fluffy cute, so you’d expect fluffy cute prepared sex, not awkward painful rushed sex.
Their first time sucked and I’m glad they’re both aware it sucked, I mean ig it’s a realistic circumstance or whatever but I personally want the realism of being prepped with lube/condom, extensive foreplay, and both parties feeling good, not like “fuck” afterwards