Dropping this shit

26 chapters in and I still don’t know wtf is going on. The ml is gen giving me aneurysm while the mc is…idk. From what I have been seeing it’s like he isn’t even realising that what is happening to him is happening against his will. From the 1st chapter to the recent one none of it is consensual. I don’t understand the if it feels good then you must enjoy it logic since it’s literally a physical reaction, even if it was someone else they’d still feel the same. The plot is basically non existent atp. If I compare this ml to similar mls like zhenya and ceasar, even they have a motive or a situation while this simply doesn’t make sense. Im especially uncomfortable with what happened to the side character guy since that too is lwk-highkey non-con. I still am to see the bdsm factor too. Overall a zero from me. I don’t think i can like either the mc or ml(at least not until I get some sorta background here)