Me too!
I've always wanted to be an artist but damn... pretty much the same issues you're dealing with
My goal is to preserve my dreamscape. I love dreaming. My dream specifically. I think dream is very interesting especially as our brain combine both reality and whatever delusional part in creating a dream. Maybe i read too much, my imagination is overflowing. My dream places are beautiful. I wish i could capture my dreams essence and put in into word/drawing.
Theres quite a few steps to starting to draw manually (u gotta get up, walk, get ur sketchbook, pencil, eraser in one place, etc) so it's easier to procrastinate imo. Perhaps start with doodling on your phone? It's almost always with u, and with a few clicks, u can draw wherever & whenever. When you're bored, instead of scrolling through an app, make a mess on ur drawing app
the only thing to do to learn how to draw is to observe, you have to look at as much differents drawing with differents angles and position as you can and it will help you so much to see things but in your head and that's the first and most important step (sorry if i dont make sense ╥﹏╥)
How long did you guys draw? How many years it takes to finally found your style and vibe.
I want to learn how to draw but the passion isn't there （/TДT)/ i never draw as a kid so yeah this is a first for me. I bought 2 sketchbooks but damn only use 2 pages and im done with it. I love to read manhwa/manga/manhua/anything that scream artist. Looking at people's oc. Damn i want to have my own too. Reading stories and girl i wish i could draw like that. Ik i need to start somewhere. But everytime... I procrastinate. Idk what to do. I watch tutorial and stuff but im still stuck behind my thoughts