Y'all I thought my head's fucked from not getting enough sleep, but I guess it's not. He's...

Y'all I thought my head's fucked from not getting enough sleep, but I guess it's not. He's clearly manipulative, I'm fucking crying. My poor baby Is he seriously just messed up? Or is he actually trying to break our lil boy?! Why though?? For shit and giggles?! I never wanted a spoiler this bad. Is there a novel? Can anyone please spoil me? I need it