I felt so personally betrayed by mikhail that my middle finger never went down until the end of chapter 45

I was like holy shit why tf is mikhail so handsome now I realize why! The author put it so good that if he is the male lead I'm DROPPING this shit I WANT TO SEE HIM WATCHING LIKE A PITIFUL LITTLE KID WHILE BBG LIVES A LIFE WISH SOMEONE ELSE matter of fact, just dont give her men! Friend zone them all my gosh!!!! AND MIKHAIL!!!! DONT LET ME SEE THAT BREATHTAKING FACE CAUSE I FEEL ANGER ANG BETRAYAL AND LOVE ALL OVER