i am pretty sure i read this story a while ago - or maybe a similar one, but the uke was a...

i am pretty sure i read this story a while ago - or maybe a similar one, but the uke was also into extremly dangerous stuff to the point where he got actually raped by a bunch of men, and it felt incredibly disgusting for an author to spread such rethoric but i am not sure if this is the story where this happens or a diff one