Senior, we're the same. I've been here since 2016. We've been fed crumbs and drops of waters just enough to fend off the hunger and thirst. But I'm happy.
I remember starting it in 2015 or earlier, met online friends through 19 Days and other BL. we’ve been friends for so long, I’ve visited them in their countries, old Xian’s art style has changed, I got the first artbook, my hairstyle changed many times, my weight fluctuates, major world events happened, I moved to another country for the 2nd time and yet Jian Yi and Xixi haven’t even confirmed if they’re boyfriends. I hope I can see them kiss and give each other hickies before I retire lmao
I’m already 38 and I’m edged for too long by Jian Yi and Xixi’s development. I eat any crumbs Old Xian throws at us though