I need to find a manga that has good art black and white and the lead has whitish light br...

I need to find a manga that has good art black and white and the lead has whitish light brown hair and the uke has black and in one of the panels the seme licked the ukes nosebleed and didn’t really find the uke attractive other than the fact he liked him when he got hurt in school it’s like a senior in high school type beat