Xinlu got the point... might be ridiculous, but when you look back, Taeui loves Xinlu first, and because of this and that, he chooses Ilay. Maybe because of the situation back then that Taeui doesn't have the choice but when I think about it again, like what Xinlu said, it is really unfair. I know love can grow, but again, I looked at the process. Sometimes, I questioned myself why Taeui (still) chose Ilay, after what he had done, to him, to all of the things near him, and just everything. I still haven't gotten the answer for that, at least until now. When he said he wanted to find Ilay humanity or what ever did he said, it's kinda lame reason for rejecting Xinlu AND accepting that he likes Ilay. There're many stories with this (not the same) kinda plot, where seme is crazy yet uke still want him, but I still can't see it why he chose Ilay, since they were SANE. Enlighten me, novel reader
Xinlu got the point... might be ridiculous, but when you look back, Taeui loves Xinlu first, and because of this and that, he chooses Ilay. Maybe because of the situation back then that Taeui doesn't have the choice but when I think about it again, like what Xinlu said, it is really unfair. I know love can grow, but again, I looked at the process. Sometimes, I questioned myself why Taeui (still) chose Ilay, after what he had done, to him, to all of the things near him, and just everything. I still haven't gotten the answer for that, at least until now. When he said he wanted to find Ilay humanity or what ever did he said, it's kinda lame reason for rejecting Xinlu AND accepting that he likes Ilay. There're many stories with this (not the same) kinda plot, where seme is crazy yet uke still want him, but I still can't see it why he chose Ilay, since they were SANE. Enlighten me, novel reader