What would you feel if.

You heard your mom, and sister talking trash about you, insulting your appearance, your school life, every little thing about you that they could talk trash about,, so this is my situation, I'm not really that close to my family, since I don't really feel that I'm welcome here I always felt that they treated me like a burden i don't even want to know the reason anymore, long story short I'm treated like a black sheep, just this morning, I woke up super late, like I woke up in the evening, (I never woke up this late, I always wake up pretty early, it's just we finished our school term exam that's why we got a 1 week rest day, and of course the anti social person that I am, i just stay in my room to either sleep, use my phone, mind you I pull my weight around the house Im not some useless bum who doesn't even do house chores, so back to topic, I woke up super late every day since last Saturday, I know it's kinda my fault for waking up late BC I use my phone till 3-5 am, but here's what hurt me the most bc I overheard them talking about me,,) I was feeling groggy and was still half asleep, but I heard my mom say clearly, that she'll take my phone whenever it's bed time and so I could avoid sleeping late, what hurts most after was, she said that Im such a burden and that even if I die from always abusing my body or so she said, she'll be the one responsible financially for my funeral or something, like how can a mother say that about their own daughter? I don't even know how she came up to that, I was gonna stop staying up late on my own already bc I knew what I was doing was bad for my health, even my sleepiness faded away when I heard that, I just really wanna cry, I don't even know what Im ranting here,