(Phew, this is too long, i just want to rant out my pent up feelings)
● ● ● ● ● ● ●
Felt bad for kangjoon, he's a good guy, though sometimes his action for when receiving guides from mc, looked a bit too much, like he's humiliating mc, but i'm pretty sure, kangjoon didn't mean to humiliate the mc. Overall, in every day things, he's polite to mc, and more like he'd never known what is love, and so he's realizing too late that he's interested in mc.
But for yijoon, damn. Right from the start, he's getting on my nerves. 1. Never listening to people, even when mc says no (though, mc seems to let yijoon to do whatever he wants to him, just because he's pitying yijoon), 2. i don't know if the sex scene on the bus, the first time they have sex can be called raping, but i will call it rape, after all mc stated to just holding hands for guiding for the same gender esper, 3. Yijoon always sell sad story of himself to mc, indeed, i admit his childhood is sad. And he's not the only person that needs pity and hug. His brother too!!! But his brother never sell sad story to mc, except when mc is the one asking. 4. For the reason he never find guide for himself is because he marked mc when he's a child, so basically, intentional or not, it IS his fault. 5. Like a child, his temper is too unstable, one second is angry, next sad, next happy, and sad again
If saying about whom to pity more, for me, i'd said it's kangjoon. For his life, basically from childhood to adulthood, he has this trauma for being the reason of his mother' death, though it's NOT his fault at all. Not only that, he's always trying to be perfect, so no one can fault in him (maybe this is the reason for his germaphobe?), and what's more is his ability. Mind reading and controlling people is a deadly weapon in anyone's hand, and unfortunately it is in his hand. That ability made people fear him, and nobody wants to be near him, and maybe that's the reason for his personality to be so rigid and clueless about heart's problem. No example, no experience, maybe the love in his thought is just from the articles, books or hearsay.
When he finally found the person who didn't fear him, can make eye contact with him, wants to hear him out, someone who will gets angry on his behalf when others gossiping bad things about him, etc, he's clueless to what he feels and did things that is a bit too far. And after finally reach conclusion to his feelings, he's a step late from his brother whom always pestering mc, asking for hug, kiss, singing lullaby, selling sad story, etc.
Not gonna lie, from what i see, the start of mc feelings for both of them is pity. He's pitying both brothers, but bcs yijoon always selling sad story, making his scale more inclined to yijoon. That's how yijoon won him.
(Phew, this is too long, i just want to rant out my pent up feelings)
●
●
●
●
●
●
●
Felt bad for kangjoon, he's a good guy, though sometimes his action for when receiving guides from mc, looked a bit too much, like he's humiliating mc, but i'm pretty sure, kangjoon didn't mean to humiliate the mc. Overall, in every day things, he's polite to mc, and more like he'd never known what is love, and so he's realizing too late that he's interested in mc.
But for yijoon, damn. Right from the start, he's getting on my nerves.
1. Never listening to people, even when mc says no (though, mc seems to let yijoon to do whatever he wants to him, just because he's pitying yijoon),
2. i don't know if the sex scene on the bus, the first time they have sex can be called raping, but i will call it rape, after all mc stated to just holding hands for guiding for the same gender esper,
3. Yijoon always sell sad story of himself to mc, indeed, i admit his childhood is sad. And he's not the only person that needs pity and hug. His brother too!!! But his brother never sell sad story to mc, except when mc is the one asking.
4. For the reason he never find guide for himself is because he marked mc when he's a child, so basically, intentional or not, it IS his fault.
5. Like a child, his temper is too unstable, one second is angry, next sad, next happy, and sad again
If saying about whom to pity more, for me, i'd said it's kangjoon. For his life, basically from childhood to adulthood, he has this trauma for being the reason of his mother' death, though it's NOT his fault at all. Not only that, he's always trying to be perfect, so no one can fault in him (maybe this is the reason for his germaphobe?), and what's more is his ability. Mind reading and controlling people is a deadly weapon in anyone's hand, and unfortunately it is in his hand. That ability made people fear him, and nobody wants to be near him, and maybe that's the reason for his personality to be so rigid and clueless about heart's problem. No example, no experience, maybe the love in his thought is just from the articles, books or hearsay.
When he finally found the person who didn't fear him, can make eye contact with him, wants to hear him out, someone who will gets angry on his behalf when others gossiping bad things about him, etc, he's clueless to what he feels and did things that is a bit too far. And after finally reach conclusion to his feelings, he's a step late from his brother whom always pestering mc, asking for hug, kiss, singing lullaby, selling sad story, etc.
Not gonna lie, from what i see, the start of mc feelings for both of them is pity. He's pitying both brothers, but bcs yijoon always selling sad story, making his scale more inclined to yijoon. That's how yijoon won him.