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Still not enough
He should suffer more being the grown up
I feel bad for mc already
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Still not enough
He should suffer more being the grown up
I feel bad for mc already
If you’re already feeling bad for Cheong-Myeong doing all the chasing, you’re gonna have to marinate this one.
Saheon is only sexually attracted to Cheong-Myeong.
In the chapters to come, he will weaponize Cheong-Myeong’s feelings for him. He treats CM like a “fucktoy” or a fuck buddy. This will lead to CM feeling USED and DIRTY.
During sex, Saheon is incredibly perverted and kinky. Dirty talks (almost degrading) is one of them.
Cheong-Myeong is a virgin and a conservative, so when he cries during sex, it’s often from FEAR. But Saheon, instead of being careful and acknowledging the fear on CM’s eyes, gets turned on and relentless instead…
This part pissed me off so bad. It made me icky because Saheon pretty much coerced Cheong-Myeong… after sex, he would leave CM to clean himself. This makes CM feel like a prostitute, or a casual fling. The worst part was the… SA… that’s when CM finally broke down… emotional burnout… so he ran away.
The chase arc is super short… but Saheon made up for it throughout the novel. He redeemed himself for 60% of the entire story. After the chase arc, Saheon changed for the better. If he sees a single tear on CM’s eyes, he immediately stops and checks on CM.
Saheon also became anxious throughout their relationship. The guilt of “corrupting” the young boy, using his feelings as leverage for sex, forcing kinks onto him, leaving him to clean up after sex, and the extreme— and I mean EXTREME emotional neglect left a psychological impact on Cheong-Myeong. Because if this, Saheon constantly apologized and pretty changed for the better.
Honestly, i was satisfied with how much “awareness” Saheon had for his trash behavior, and he never stopped apologizing throughout the story.
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