I feel so seen by avoidant characters. Yk what no matter how much my gf loves me I just can't get avoid thinking about the future and keep on thinking that it'll end,, someday I become a little attached then I remember again and try to create distance?! It's like I'm giving her more power to abandon me if I'm too attached. It had gotten to the point where even she understands that I'm I have avoidant attachment issues but she still loves me as much and tries to keep me from worrying but idk some part of me just wants to hold on and the other is ready to give up,, whatever it is whether I get to stay with her forever as girlfriends or not I just hope we stay together but she can't date anyone else than me!! (°ʖ°)
I feel so seen by avoidant characters. Yk what no matter how much my gf loves me I just can't get avoid thinking about the future and keep on thinking that it'll end,, someday I become a little attached then I remember again and try to create distance?! It's like I'm giving her more power to abandon me if I'm too attached. It had gotten to the point where even she understands that I'm I have avoidant attachment issues but she still loves me as much and tries to keep me from worrying but idk some part of me just wants to hold on and the other is ready to give up,, whatever it is whether I get to stay with her forever as girlfriends or not I just hope we stay together but she can't date anyone else than me!! (°ʖ°)