So it's a BL manhua I can't find it. Two idols, they used to date but broke up they meet again in a reality show(?) I think and this reality show I think made them live in kind of poor conditions(I remember straw or wooden houses unsure). ML is mentally ill, and has separation anxiety for MC when they broke up but he never showed it so MC found it out by ML manager(?) and ML has signs of self-harm, even hallucinating MC because MC was his light to keep going. I remember a scene where ML broke glass and step on them rushing because he hallucinated MC calling him and he got admit back to the hospital where MC I think found out(?). I loved this well because the mh presentation and they were kind of sweet
So it's a BL manhua I can't find it. Two idols, they used to date but broke up they meet again in a reality show(?) I think and this reality show I think made them live in kind of poor conditions(I remember straw or wooden houses unsure). ML is mentally ill, and has separation anxiety for MC when they broke up but he never showed it so MC found it out by ML manager(?) and ML has signs of self-harm, even hallucinating MC because MC was his light to keep going. I remember a scene where ML broke glass and step on them rushing because he hallucinated MC calling him and he got admit back to the hospital where MC I think found out(?). I loved this well because the mh presentation and they were kind of sweet