I haven't finished reading it so maybe someone else that did can give a better answer, but I suspect he won't, it's just Ian being delusional. Tho the fact that the only reason why Ian has stopped planning to kill Michele is because he expects he'll kill himself on his own was so sinister it made me sick to my stomach...and again this is what he thinks about the person he even admitted out loud he loves and yes I know it's bc of the trauma of his mother (the only one who has ever loved him before Michele, killing herself because she was a good person in a shitty world and leaving him all alone) and he believes Michele will do the same BUT WHY HE GOTTA DIE IAN, just fucking love him and keep him by your side, he wouldn't leave even if he could lol

I'm reading the novel and honestly I was LOVING it but honestly I don't know if I can keep on reading knowing Ian expects Michele will be driven to suicide even AFTER he admits he loves him... And this is after MULTIPLE murder attempts and sexual assault (just bc he isn't penetrating Michele doesn't make it okay to violate Michelle's body while he's drugged or sick) ... I understand Ian is messed up by what he went through and I was all for some toxic love, like the reveal that he was the lord and not a servant was AMAZINGLY done, but honestly Michele doesn't deserve all of that, he has only been sincere and loving to Ian despite everything. Might just stick to reading the manwha and hoping the beautiful art distracts me from Ian's shitty self.