I don't know if its my adhd medication or long term depression reaching new heights this year but its hard to eat with my episodes. The concept of eating home cooked meals doesnt excite me unless i add a drink or some snacks afterwards... Maybe its just my autism.. or my dietary restrictions... So many things taste like nothing or dont leave a strong aftertaste in my mind that i can use to re-excite myself to eat..... i like sharing meals with others maybe only eating on my own bores me... but i miss being excited to eat i miss not needing motivation to eat i wish every day came with a meal shared with others where i dont have to find what /i/ can eat or look for alternatives or eat whatevers available and more convenient for others, eating for survival isnt fun when i like eating...
I don't know if its my adhd medication or long term depression reaching new heights this year but its hard to eat with my episodes. The concept of eating home cooked meals doesnt excite me unless i add a drink or some snacks afterwards... Maybe its just my autism.. or my dietary restrictions... So many things taste like nothing or dont leave a strong aftertaste in my mind that i can use to re-excite myself to eat..... i like sharing meals with others maybe only eating on my own bores me... but i miss being excited to eat i miss not needing motivation to eat i wish every day came with a meal shared with others where i dont have to find what /i/ can eat or look for alternatives or eat whatevers available and more convenient for others, eating for survival isnt fun when i like eating...