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I don't know if its my adhd medication or long term depression reaching new heights this y...

zixicloud September 15, 2026 12:47 am

I don't know if its my adhd medication or long term depression reaching new heights this year but its hard to eat with my episodes. The concept of eating home cooked meals doesnt excite me unless i add a drink or some snacks afterwards... Maybe its just my autism.. or my dietary restrictions... So many things taste like nothing or dont leave a strong aftertaste in my mind that i can use to re-excite myself to eat..... i like sharing meals with others maybe only eating on my own bores me... but i miss being excited to eat i miss not needing motivation to eat i wish every day came with a meal shared with others where i dont have to find what /i/ can eat or look for alternatives or eat whatevers available and more convenient for others, eating for survival isnt fun when i like eating...

Responses
    Jas October 12, 2026 7:44 am

    I’m sorry that you feel that way, for me I also love eating but I would eat too much because I always felt “emotionally hungry” and at one point food started to feel more plastic to me but I hope that you can find someone or something that makes you feel like food is fun/delicious and not just a chore (⌒▽⌒)

    zixicloud October 12, 2026 12:46 pm

    Thank you i hope eating becomes fun for us both