it's okay twin i understand you
it’s fiction. i understand not wanting to be interested in taboo but you aren’t harming anyone in real life; the same logical is applicable to enjoying horror movies with violence
Yes, but my issue is that as someone with paraphilia, when I have difficulties differentiating between what is and isn't happening, there are times when I genuinely think about doing things like this. I want to avoid looking at these things so I can prevent myself from hurting others.
do you have moral OCD? it could be intrusive thoughts, as well. i would suggest seeking out therapy and speaking to a professional
Possibly. I'll definitely try to get therapy whenever that's possible, but for now I just gotta push through
I fucking hate being into this. Anyone got tips on not looking at this kind of stuff?? I'm actually dying