Tbh not just first loves, any type of love tbh. Simply put, when it comes to love a lot of times people view the ones they love with rosen tinted glasses. So a lot of red flags either get ignored or completely overlooked.
That is how a lot of times people tent to get themselves in toxic relationships. Either due to the whole: "i can fix 'em" perspective, or they "too in love" to see/wanting to acknowledge, that there is a big red elephant in the room.

idk like we can all agree we hate youngho but smth abt this chapter just shows how vulnerable first loves can be and the reality of them the fact that hoyeon had such a character change after being so smitten really comes to show how a first can really fuck someone up sometimes i thought it was good representation but i do wanna see more of taebums fine ass #sueme