I can't even see properly from how swollen my eyes of from crying. I couldn't help but see my past self in the ML. LIKE WHY? why can't you just trust and share the burden? I know it's not about me but yk am I not trust worthy? AM I NOT ANYTHING MORE THAN JUST A GIRLFRIEND?!?! AM I JUST SOME PARTICLES IN YOUR LIFE AND NOT YOUR PARTNER YOU CAN FUCKING LEAN ON TO?? DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT HURTS TO SEE SOMEONE YOU LOVE KEEP YOU AT ARM LENGTH!?! For fuck's sake it hurts

I'm gonna kill the person that said this book is boring, I hate the author who wrote this, this is literally one of very few books that clenched my heart so bad I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL THAT AUTHOR!! My heart, fuck, this book literally opened a wound in me I buried a long time ago and now they're still not making up? I'm killing everyone on-sight fuck