(sorry for my terrible english) 6 years ago when i was 16, i dated a 22 years old guy who was my first love and real feelings. my parents were too strict, so my life was very similar to angel’s. i would lock my door, sneak out at night and hang up with my friends and have drinks with them and return home to my room through the window before my parents wake up and pretend to be asleep on a random night we were at a kareoke bar we entered because one of my friend’s cousin’s friend owned the place, and he secretly got us in we were having our time when we knew each other. my jay… he was so kind and funny and very handsome and yet so naive. he had everything that would make it very hard to not fall for him he thought i was an adult because i entered the place. we took each others numbers and i didn’t tell him my age we talked and dated for months. we fell hard for each other i was young and stupid, not thinking of a relationship built on a huge lie would last i was terrified of him knowing anything about me. of him finding out about my real age but unfortunately that didn’t stop me i would sneak out at 1am, meet him and have the whole night to ourselves 11 months lasted like this, but all of this had to come to an end he saw me heading to my school with a backpack early in the morning i remember that night very clearly. we had a big fight. he was crying. he told me i shouldn’t have lied to him. i’m a minor and that shouldn’t have happened from the beginning and that if we didn’t know each other… if i wasn’t a minor or he wasn’t so stupid to fall for this none of this would have happened. i hurt him so much i told him not to care about my age and that i love him i begged him so much to stay or to wait for me till i became an adult he told me that he loves me too but it’s a crime a serious one and this can’t last any longer i was crying so hard i didn’t know what i was saying he told me he doesn’t want to leave either but he got no choice it’s been 6 years, and it still feels like yesterday. now i understand that what he did was the right thing for both of us :(
(sorry for my terrible english)
6 years ago when i was 16, i dated a 22 years old guy who was my first love and real feelings. my parents were too strict, so my life was very similar to angel’s.
i would lock my door, sneak out at night and hang up with my friends and have drinks with them and return home to my room through the window before my parents wake up and pretend to be asleep
on a random night we were at a kareoke bar we entered because one of my friend’s cousin’s friend owned the place, and he secretly got us in
we were having our time when we knew each other. my jay…
he was so kind and funny and very handsome and yet so naive. he had everything that would make it very hard to not fall for him
he thought i was an adult because i entered the place. we took each others numbers and i didn’t tell him my age
we talked and dated for months. we fell hard for each other
i was young and stupid, not thinking of a relationship built on a huge lie would last
i was terrified of him knowing anything about me. of him finding out about my real age but unfortunately that didn’t stop me
i would sneak out at 1am, meet him and have the whole night to ourselves
11 months lasted like this, but all of this had to come to an end
he saw me heading to my school with a backpack early in the morning
i remember that night very clearly. we had a big fight. he was crying. he told me i shouldn’t have lied to him. i’m a minor and that shouldn’t have happened from the beginning and that if we didn’t know each other… if i wasn’t a minor or he wasn’t so stupid to fall for this none of this would have happened. i hurt him so much
i told him not to care about my age and that i love him i begged him so much to stay or to wait for me till i became an adult
he told me that he loves me too but it’s a crime a serious one and this can’t last any longer
i was crying so hard i didn’t know what i was saying
he told me he doesn’t want to leave either but he got no choice
it’s been 6 years, and it still feels like yesterday. now i understand that what he did was the right thing for both of us :(