I am so confused. My first thought...is Mok really dreaming? Maybe he is really between life and death? I mean, come on...Nanjo, what is wrong with you? Guys, I am completely fine with Nanjo's savior complex and being a top/dom even if he himself is a manipulator...but Mok is injured! He even saw him naked...he lost too much weight, has injuries all over, and more. Getting turned on by this...I completely misunderstood Nanjo's character...I had to read the first 10 chapters again to see the original Mok. Losing weight, yeah, fine... but getting smaller-.-... I know there is a saying that love can change people, but ... that is too much. Also, please, with no second I say that Mok is the victim...definitely not; however, seeing Mok like this ... it doesn't sit right with me. I know he is a manipulator... but still, he tried to commit suicide...he could have died << yeah, for the wrong reason, but the guy is sick. Sleeping with him > Nanjo pushed him into the bed, pulled his hair...even though he knows he is injured...that's not fine. Revenge is fine to a specific degree... but do not use a mental illness to get your revenge. Losing so much weight and his personality change...Nanjo can be angry but should not ignore Mok's visible (mental) illness. I mean, you can see that he is not in a good place currently! Yeah, we know that Nanjo does not know about his childhood; he probably also does not know that he tried to commit suicide (I hate that the scars that are a sign of help disappeared!). I think that Seonhwa kinda called Nanjo because of Mok. His friends definitely told Seonhwa about Mok's current situation. Personally, I think Seonhwa is really not a bad guy. Mok really did him dirty; still I believe that Seonhwa already kinda forgave him and is also worried about Mok. They had a similar childhood. Also, the friend who analysed the situation and then told Mok to just move on with a smile. I get what he tried to do, but that was the trigger for why he injured himself. Mok: "How should I move on when I can't?" ... I know Mok is not the victim; however, with the new chapters, I also start to think that Nanjo is also not a victim. I know our wonderful author already stated that we get to see them in love, but I really, really hope that the chapters currently are not Mok's dreams while being in a coma. I also hope that Nanjo does not take revenge in a way that Mok falls more for him and becomes happy and mentally more healthy, and then Nanjo is going to throw him away. The guy is not going to survive that... Me analysing the chapter so much > Author-nim you are amazing! Thank you for bringing this story to life.
I am so confused. My first thought...is Mok really dreaming? Maybe he is really between life and death? I mean, come on...Nanjo, what is wrong with you? Guys, I am completely fine with Nanjo's savior complex and being a top/dom even if he himself is a manipulator...but Mok is injured! He even saw him naked...he lost too much weight, has injuries all over, and more. Getting turned on by this...I completely misunderstood Nanjo's character...I had to read the first 10 chapters again to see the original Mok. Losing weight, yeah, fine... but getting smaller-.-... I know there is a saying that love can change people, but ... that is too much. Also, please, with no second I say that Mok is the victim...definitely not; however, seeing Mok like this ... it doesn't sit right with me. I know he is a manipulator... but still, he tried to commit suicide...he could have died << yeah, for the wrong reason, but the guy is sick. Sleeping with him > Nanjo pushed him into the bed, pulled his hair...even though he knows he is injured...that's not fine. Revenge is fine to a specific degree... but do not use a mental illness to get your revenge. Losing so much weight and his personality change...Nanjo can be angry but should not ignore Mok's visible (mental) illness. I mean, you can see that he is not in a good place currently!
Yeah, we know that Nanjo does not know about his childhood; he probably also does not know that he tried to commit suicide (I hate that the scars that are a sign of help disappeared!). I think that Seonhwa kinda called Nanjo because of Mok. His friends definitely told Seonhwa about Mok's current situation. Personally, I think Seonhwa is really not a bad guy. Mok really did him dirty; still I believe that Seonhwa already kinda forgave him and is also worried about Mok. They had a similar childhood.
Also, the friend who analysed the situation and then told Mok to just move on with a smile. I get what he tried to do, but that was the trigger for why he injured himself. Mok: "How should I move on when I can't?" ...
I know Mok is not the victim; however, with the new chapters, I also start to think that Nanjo is also not a victim. I know our wonderful author already stated that we get to see them in love, but I really, really hope that the chapters currently are not Mok's dreams while being in a coma. I also hope that Nanjo does not take revenge in a way that Mok falls more for him and becomes happy and mentally more healthy, and then Nanjo is going to throw him away. The guy is not going to survive that...
Me analysing the chapter so much > Author-nim you are amazing! Thank you for bringing this story to life.